I feel crap!

In 2006 I got diagnosed with Herpes, thankfully I haven't had a bad episode since, until now that is!! For the past two days I've barely been able to walk, sit or lay, and of course it's a weekend so no doctors surgeries are open to get any medication or anaesthetic gel. I'm going to make a doctors appointment tomorrow morning hopefully they'll have something I can use during pregnancy. I will also need to discuss whether I need to think about a caesarean as I can't have a natural labour if I have symptoms and as I am 36 weeks tomorrow I am nearly full term and could go into labour any time. Tony bless him is trying to help me as best as he can but unfortunately there's nothing much he can do except help make me feel as comfy as possible. If only I could change my past but still end up where I am now just without the Herpes.