I feel so bad for Tony and the boys, I know I'm not looking after them or the house as much as I want to, if I push myself it then affects me for the rest of the day as well as 1 or 2 days after.
Tony has been amazing when he is at home he takes over looking after the boys so I can rest but unfortunately this doesn't help when he is at work. I am going to see if I can see the CAB at the library on the way to collect Jonathan from preschool to see if I would be able to get any help with funding to send jacob to preschool so I can have resting time a couple of days a week, we'll see!






