We were sorting out our nursery today. It looks great we just want to try and get a cheapish rocking/gliding chair then the nursery is pretty much sorted :D

My wedding dress finally came through, I would add a pic but Tony will be reading this post. I tried it on but because of my baby bump it only just did up. It still looked amazing though, I'm just so happy it's arrived, it's a weight of my shoulders.

I'm going to try and phone Debbie tonight and hopefully get somewhere where her enthusiasm (or lack of) is concerned with both our wedding and baby. Wish me luck :/

We're having roast lamb tonight and for once I'm letting Tony cook it. He went shopping for everything he needed and came home with lots of goodies for me including, wait for it... CORNISH PASTIES omn omn omn!!

PGP

It seems I might have what is known as Pelic Groin Pain (PGP), basically every movement we make our pelvis should lock to help us stay stable, with PGP this doesn't happen as it should, it is quite common during pregnancy but very painful. There are some days which I am in pain every second of the day and find it difficult to walk. Thankfully today is painful but not as painful as the last couple of days. I'm going to go to the doctors tomorrow and insist they refer me to a physiotherapist. I'm mainly worried about the fact that I'm getting such bad pain at 21 weeks, what is the pain going to be like when I get nearer to my due date, am I going to end up having to use a wheelchair, I might possible have to use crutches as it is.

Catch up

Quite a bit has happened lately, me and Bryony went for a photoshoot in Southampton which was great fun. We had our hair and make-up done really nicely we had a lot of pics done individually and a few dont together it was a great day, loads of fun.

Buddy has been such a ratbag lately, he's in his adolesant stage and does things he knows he's not allowed just to get a rise out of us grr. Never mind he's getting the chop on the 25th which will hopefully calm him down a bit. I keep teasing him about it chanting "you're getting the cho-op" lol.

We've had meetings with the florist and photographer for our wedding, I'm so much happier now I can picture it all a bit better, especially the flowers, I'm having a bouquet of red roses and ivory calla lillies, Debs and Bry are having bouquets of red and ivory roses, Tony will have an ivory calla lily buttonhole and the rest of the men are going to have ivory rose buttonholes.

Crumpet moves a lot at the moment, I think he's moving up at long last, he's stubborn like me though, we had our 20 week scan and he wouldn't show his face so he's either camera shy or stubborn like his mummy.

Debbie is upsetting me at the moment though, I hadn't heard from her since I was 12 weeks so I emailed her last night giving her an update on life in general and of course Crumpet. I got a short email back talking about Buddy and her job but she didn't once mention Buddy. I know she's having trouble conceiving to the point where she's having tests and I feel sorry for her but why should she make me feel guilty about being preggers, we have completely different lifestyles which makes a big difference. Even Bry asks how Crumpet is getting on and she may not be able to have kids because of her endo but she tries to put that to one side when talking to me as she feels it would be unfair to us. Why can't Debbie be like that, I'm not expecting her to ask every day but just a mention would be nice to know she is thinking of us and is happy for us. Is that really too much to ask?????????????