Catch up

Quite a bit has happened lately, me and Bryony went for a photoshoot in Southampton which was great fun. We had our hair and make-up done really nicely we had a lot of pics done individually and a few dont together it was a great day, loads of fun.

Buddy has been such a ratbag lately, he's in his adolesant stage and does things he knows he's not allowed just to get a rise out of us grr. Never mind he's getting the chop on the 25th which will hopefully calm him down a bit. I keep teasing him about it chanting "you're getting the cho-op" lol.

We've had meetings with the florist and photographer for our wedding, I'm so much happier now I can picture it all a bit better, especially the flowers, I'm having a bouquet of red roses and ivory calla lillies, Debs and Bry are having bouquets of red and ivory roses, Tony will have an ivory calla lily buttonhole and the rest of the men are going to have ivory rose buttonholes.

Crumpet moves a lot at the moment, I think he's moving up at long last, he's stubborn like me though, we had our 20 week scan and he wouldn't show his face so he's either camera shy or stubborn like his mummy.

Debbie is upsetting me at the moment though, I hadn't heard from her since I was 12 weeks so I emailed her last night giving her an update on life in general and of course Crumpet. I got a short email back talking about Buddy and her job but she didn't once mention Buddy. I know she's having trouble conceiving to the point where she's having tests and I feel sorry for her but why should she make me feel guilty about being preggers, we have completely different lifestyles which makes a big difference. Even Bry asks how Crumpet is getting on and she may not be able to have kids because of her endo but she tries to put that to one side when talking to me as she feels it would be unfair to us. Why can't Debbie be like that, I'm not expecting her to ask every day but just a mention would be nice to know she is thinking of us and is happy for us. Is that really too much to ask?????????????