Friday, 27 August 2010

Cheeeeeeeesecake

Was feeling rubbish again today. Tony bless him bought up some crumpets and a drink this morning because I felt so rubbish. Felt better as the day progressed though thankfully.

Think Buddy's got a dodgy tummy, his backside stinks hehe. Bless his little cotton socks.

Made a yummy toad in the hole today (even if I do say so myself), considering it's the first time I've ever tried to make it I was really pleased with it. Tony has also been busy in the kitchen he made a scrummy actually that doesn't come close it was undescribable lemon and lime cheesecake.

Tony is sooooo tired this evening, he's just done 3 night shifts and hasn't gone to bed at all today, he's been up since about 4pm yesturday bless him and is still up now, he still managed to make a master piece of a cheesecake though. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Thursday, 26 August 2010

meh

Today's been a much better day. I've not felt too bad. Collected and redelivered my avoin books, it got a bit annoying though because I was told there was only 13 houses on that road but there was actually 19 so I couldn't do the road properly.

Buddy was a bit annoying again but not as bad as yesturday thankfully.

I went to the gym to book a programme session to organise what I can do in my personal sessions whithout causing strain or problems for baby.

Watching the rest of Inbetweeners now.

Feeling Crappy

Man what a horrible day yesturday. Tony was asleep all day (in between night shifts) and I felt rubbish. I had a headache all day, I wasn't all the hungry, I was exhausted and to add to everything else Buddy was being a pain in the arse.

Buddy being the delightful dog he sometimes is decided to be so naughty at one point he had been put in his crate about 5 times in 2 and half hours. #1 He licked the plates as I was trying to get the into the dishwasher. #2+3 He was humping his bed (it's now been taken away from him). #4 He pulled the wet umbrella from the side to play with. #5 He was licking my trousers. I know some of these don't sound much but when you're trying to teach him to behave quickly as there is a child on it's way it can be really frustrating especially when you already feel crappy.

I even got to the point that I cried when Tony went to work because I wanted him to stay for me, I then felt really guilty for making him feel bad for going to work, it really wasn't my intention I just felt so crappy I didn't want to be alone. Tony suggested watching some of his Inbetweeners DVD's as it's mindless fun which might cheer me up. He was kind of right I did feel a bit better I even watched the whole of season 1. I actually enjoyed it.

The baby sites are right, you really do start having vivid dreams, my dream last night was a bomb went off, I think it was Southampton, I was with Dad, the explosion happened and I took it upon myself to start redirecting the traffic. I was an emotional wreck though because I had just seen a load of people crushed by the redge of the building involved with the bomb. Then at the end of the dream Dad took me for a drink and I just sat there and cried. Wierd.

Tuesday, 24 August 2010

Dirty Dog

Actually felt OK today, even managed to take Buddy for a work this morning. Phoned the vets but I got the age he needs to be to get the chop wrong, he has to be 6 months not 16 weeks. It's a bit of a pain because the dirty dog has already started humping his cushion from his bed. Grr.

I forgot to do the fruit for the tea loaf Toony wants me to bake, damn it I keep forgetting, hopefully I'll remember tomorrow. I was a bit naughty tonight, I started of eating salad and tuna but I got bored with it, so I decided to eat a kebab I had in the freezer it was yummy but naughty mmmmmmm.

Tony suggested he offered to work this Xmas because he can then ask to have next years Xmas off which would be better for us as it will be our first Xmas with baby although if it was up to me he would never have to work Xmas but unfortunatly it's all part off his job and it's more important to both of us that he doesn't work next year so to compromise this year he will probably be working.

Monday, 23 August 2010

Morning sickness!!!

I've been sick again this morning, damn morning sickness which again means I haven't taken Buddy for a walk.

Buddy doesn't seem very happy today maybe it's the weather I don't really know.

Tony came home at lunch to give me cuddles he's told me to have a nap to hopefully make me feel better, he's so good to me and I love him so much.

Collected my avon books to redeliver them to other houses, I've got four orders so far although they are all quite small but hopefully I'll get some more orders from my new areas.

Sunday, 22 August 2010

Lazy day

Not doing much today mainly looking after the woofbag and making sure he doesn't eat any more stones as he keeps digesting tham oops. Went and got some more junk food, I know I shouldn't be eating junk food but I am trying to have healthy dinners for example tonight we're having salad, cold meats and couscous, can't get better then that :)

I need to remember to phone the vets tomorrow to book an appointment for puppy dog to loose his manhood mwahaha and to get the rest of his dewclaw removed. Also we need to get him that stuff that stops fleas, ticks etc.

Saturday, 21 August 2010

ZZZzzzzzzz

Well I'm 13+5 weeks pregnant and man am I tried. I haven't got many other signs today just the fact that I'm exhausted. We went out last night into Exeter for a leaving do of one of Tony's workmates I think we must have got to bed at about midnight, it was Tony's night to get up at 3am for Buddy and my turn to get up at 8am to give Tony a lie in. Only problem was I couldn't get up I was soooooo knackered so Tony bless him had to get up both times and I finally reared my head at about 10am. Got dressed and went downstairs, Tony was about to take the woofbag for a walk so I decided to go with them. We saw a couple of really cute springer pups about the same age as Buddy, all three of them played in the river, they had a great time. We must have been out for about an hour and a half. When we got home I promptly decided to collapse on the sofa and decided to stay there most of the day. ZZZzzzzzzzz.

Tony did a lovely stir fry for dinner only problem was there was so much of it, I'm now tired and bloated, but satisfied.

I spoke to Mum this evening, I want her to email me with stories of when I was young for another part of my blog, this section is all about my present and future and the other section going to be all about my past, stories that me and my family can remember about when I was young. This'll be interesting.

I hit my head really hard on the wall in the conservatory today, Tony rushed to get the peas and shoved them on my head. Once the initial pain had gone I was left with a bad headache :( .
Had a nice evening in front of the TV, we watched The Young Sherlock (or at least I think thats what it was called?) it may have been made in 85 but was actually quite good. It's my turn to get up for Buddy Boy tonight.

My first post

Tony (my Fiance) has just set me up with my own Blog, he's kept one for a few years.

I am a housefiancee (soon to be wife) with a georgeous puppy Buddy, he's a border collie cross springer spaniel or as some people say Sprollie. He's four and half months old at the moment and lovingly nicknamed ratbag. I am also 14 weeks pregnant on Monday, I think it's going to be a boy. He's due on the 21st Feb although Tony thinks he will be born on the 23rd as he has a thing about the number 23 (for more info see his blog entitled Alpha Juliet Whisky), we shall see but I'm not going to put a cork in it. All four of us live in a lovely 3 bed house in mid Devon which is all ours, we are currently deciding on how to set up the nursery, it will have a jungle theme with yellow being the main colour. I can't wait.

I decided to start this blog for a number of reasons, first being so that our child can see what he put his mum through and secondly to keep all my feelings and emotions in check and to help if we decide to have another child. Also it means when I'm dithery and old I can remember small things as well as the big things because they will all be written on here for me, who knows I might still be adding to it even then.